Burdens

In just another 3 weeks time, I'll be taking my AS exam.

I remembered making a vow to myself even before I step foot into A levels, that I will, regardless of what it takes, to strive well in all exams. I think I have pretty much disappoint myself, to a certain extend.

Nonetheless, hopes are not down, yet. There's still time, and let me tell you something; I'm gonna study effing hard, to make sure I nail this coming exam, and score with flying colours, that's the least I can hope for. I have a dream to catch, to turn into reality, and the key behind it is nothing but a mixture of vast sacrifices, sheer determination and strong willpower. Ah such level of achievement is totally admirable, but possible on me? Lol, I don't know, at least I'm trying to work for it.

So as to say, pressures are building, stress level are pumping, but fret not, yours truly is not on the verge of giving up just yet. I shall not submit to defeat, and will buckle up myself, to get ready for this waging battle. And to a true friend of mine, if you're reading this, please, just don't give up on urself just yet. I remember you telling me, if you have already chose your path, just be brave and follow it. I've taken a relatively bold move to switch to a course which I'm totally unfarmiliar with, but with much support, encouragement and determination, I think I have adapted to it, pretty much very comfortable with this course, and quite positive this is the thing I wish to achieve in life. Dear friend, just suck it up, for another half a year, life's not a bed of roses, you didn't take up A levels for nothing bro.

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On a totally unrelated note, why must they take away eddie britt role in desperate housewives (season 5) :(

not exactly taking away her role forcefully but making her die in her show is pretty much equivalent to forcing her out of the show, literally speaking.. SIGH no more bitch queen & her bitch theories :( and her uber narcissism, you'll be remembered eddie.

fark, and i sound like a friggin bimbo.