Posted

To prove that i'm still alive and kicking.

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/start of emo post, run away if u want.

Suddenly, I'm just swayed away by a wave of emotions. The more I know, the deeper it gets, and the harder for me to stay ignorant.

I don't reveal emotions, not because I don't have, because I chose not to.

I do not disclose things, not because I like to keep it to myself, but because it's pointless. Try telling me something I don't already know.

Instead, I just stand at a corner, listening and observing, trying to put things up for myself, creating a fake scenario, and then continue to live the life i call, life.

It gets me to ponder again, how can some people be so occupied with themselves? It's always about them, and never about you. They always think about themselves, whining about their problems, but, have they ever spare a thought for you? Have they realize what have you done for them? Nah they don't, simply because they have a better life than yours.

They are just more glamorous.

Then they go on with their life with a big fat smile, and you act like nothing has happened. They on the other hand, are just as innocent as ever, who knows.

There are very little things that can make me feel a bit more satisfied with me life, but any 1 thing will bring everything down the drain.

Sometimes, it's just easier to live in denial, at least you try to minimize the pain. But you know it will never get away, because the more it accumulates, the deeper the wound, and longer the time needed for you to move on.

Just because you're watching from aside does not justify your view on that sight.

Its just not meant for anyone.

*/ end of emo post. Don't bother commenting.

Post ahead, drinking night, promtay, melaka part 2. With pictures, loads of them :)